S T O P ! ! !
In very few words: breath and just be happy. It is good to be doing what you love, it is good to feel the sun in your face, it is delicious to cook for you with a glass of wine, it is safe to feel the rain while you run and it is wonderful to be happy about that.
Growing, growing; like a caterpillar who is looking where to stand and transform. Still learning, …to fly eventually.